Can you understand being in my shoes?
Are there other words to say about me besides JEALOUS, RIDICULOUS, SELF DEGRADING?
Am i all those in your eyes?
I cried and cried but nothing ever satisfy the turmoil in me
You asked for my return and all i ask is that you stay further from her
At least others will not think you're still wooing her.
It definitely hurt being your gf and seeing everyone else talk about the two of you.
Where am i? Who am i?
I accept your friendship with her but all i ask is to stay further and not to let go of her
But you bark back saying that i just can't accept your friends.
You'd say she knows everythyng about you, she sees you in school, sits next to you and always being with you and me?
I yearn to see you, talk to you, sit next to you, surprise you but all i get is scolding.
I secretly surprised you, asked you out and all you say you can't and you have curfews yet you end up going out with your friends.
I thynk i have failed to be your girlfriend, nothing i ever do is right and deserves to be praised.
I do not even know everything about you and she can when you know her within these few months.
You left me for her and pushing blame that it's all part of my jealousy
You're happy being with your friends and why do you ask for me to return?
WHY WHY WHY?
And all i ask is a simple request to ask of you to stay further and all you can ever do is to defend her and not me.
It hurts to hear that even when you ask me to return.

It hurt so much that even a scissor cut with gushing blood does not heal.
It really hurts.