EEKSS!
i just can't tahan already
my tolerance has peaked the top.
i wanna go on a diet.
the feeling of fats oozing out of the sides feel super gross.
and especially those lumpy "biceps" hanging loose from the arms.
it feels like those wet market butcher stall which have hooks that hook slabs of pork meat.
exactly the same feeling. the weight of the lumps feel heavy pulled down by gravity.
i feel disgusted. it's not the looks though.
the feeling of the weight of fats.
i mean it's like i'm the carrier infected with fats and it's growing and growing.
i don't want the excess baggage. for me i personally thinks it hinders with my movements.
it's just like moving with attached weights.
moreover i love to eat. really envy those who eat and remain skinny.
no worries bout this kinda feeling.
but for me it is a proportional relationship. the more i eat, the more i put on.
i don't shed.
that's all. off to do my exercise.